I was born again in May 2017, and it was a battle.  When the Lord convicted me of my sin, I cried out to him, fearing eternal death, but not believing he would forgive me.  I felt helpless and lost.  The next morning, by God’s providence, Mommy talked to me about salvation (she had no idea what I was going through), and it was then that I believed Jesus had died for my sins, and I was forgiven.  Satan fought hard for my soul, telling me that there was no way the Lord would have forgiven me; I was imagining it all; there was no hope for me.  I asked the Lord to help me to trust him, and out of his infinite faithfulness and love, he did.  I feel like a new person now.  My desires have changed and I love God.  I am so thankful to the Lord for giving me the best gift that could ever be given–eternal life.